The Observer Stats

A lot of things were different in 2012 for the Orioles and their fans. On a personal level, 2012 saw Paul and I attend the most games we have ever been to over the course of a season. The totals:

  • 75 home games (45–30 record, .667 winning percentage)

It’s almost scary to think we missed just six home games, but that’s the truth. And two of them were at the beginning of August, the middle two of four against Seattle, which we decided to sit out as to not burn out during the dog days of August. We also missed the last three of four against Cleveland at the end of June because of vacation and a Monday game in June against the Yankees due to a work commitment from me.

What a ride

When I went to Disney World in 6th grade, Splash Mountain was a new ride that was highly attractive to a kid because it combined the storytelling abilities of Disney to lure in your parents but also enough thrill in the cool semi-roller coaster drop and the varying amounts of water you could get on yourself during that drop. It wasn’t technically a roller coaster and for me, that was alright because straight up rollercoasters weren’t my thing. That is, until 2012.

The Destination

Being rationale during an emotional event like the Orioles 3-2 loss is hard. I get that. But c'mon everyone. It's a loss, it's a sucky loss, but its not the end of the world. It's also not heartbreaking. I know what heartbreaking is and a sports team losing isn't heartbreaking. It just isn't. Does it suck? Yes. Bt there are PLENTY of things more important in life than a baseball, football, insert your favorite sporting event.

I say this coming from the perspective of living and dying with this team over my entire life and especially the past five years. And I guarantee that I have spent more money, time, and energy on the O's than all the people bitching and moaning about a hard fought, 3-2, 12 inning loss.

This series isn't over. And even if it does end tomorrow, it was an absolutely amazing journey. People forget that it isn't always about the destination but about the journey. Winning is awesome, no denying that, but its not the be all, end all to everything.

The Hard Way

I’ll admit it. I’m a little disappointed that the O’s didn’t beat the Rays to secure at least one more home game at Camden Yards. But one things for sure - it’s far from over.

The O’s have played the 2012 season the hard way. 52 different players in the majors, young starting pitchers struggling and having to be sent to AAA only to return as major parts of the bullpen. We don’t like to win in 9 innings - that’s happened 18 times and we have won 16 of those. We like close, nail biting, one run games (29-9, a modern day MLB record). Our bullpen has been over worked and should be in shambles, but they aren’t - in fact, they are far from it. Our closer has 51 saves, a franchise record, yet has more saves than strikeouts due to his pitching to contact via ground balls. We live and die by the home run. We have a better road record than home record.

Game 162

Game 162.

The last three Orioles seasons have had very different Game 162’s, both professionally for the team and personally.

In October 2010, newly hired manager Buck Showalter took a team that was horrific from April through the end of July and begin instilling his philosophies, work ethic, and establishing the faith in core players such as Nick Markakis and Adam Jones, that they are indeed good enough to suceed. The O’s finished August and September 34–24, something that no one in their right mind thought was possible.

The final series of 2010 was against a lame duck opponent in the Tigers. A four game series set for Thursday through Sunday had to be shortened due to a rain out on Thursday, making Friday’s game a single admission double header. The O’s took both games of the double header and went on to win Saturday Night’s game behind a great start from Brian Matusz.

Game 162? A little bit of a let down as the Tigers ended the season with a win. Game 162 is often melancholy for many baseball fans because the true season of baseball is over for another year. Yea, the playoffs are all well and good, but to live with your team for 162 games is the ultimate sports grind.

Paul and I were at all four games for the end of 2010. Looking back, the finale on Sunday didn’t feel right for a number of reasons. Beyond the experience of ordering a turkey sandwich at Boog’s, only to get what was a mixture of Turkey and Ham (hint: Boog’s doesn’t serve ham, but I ate ham that day) was only a minor issue compared to what was going to happen over the next 11 months in my personal life.

As an O’s fan, I was extremely excited to see what Buck could do with the team in 2011. But that excitement was stomped out quickly by 11 months of hell that I experienced in my personal life through the end of September 2011. Maybe someday I’ll write about the parallels between that and the Orioles as it would make for a good story but not today.

The 2011 season paralleled how I was feeling away from Camden Yards in more ways than one. A miserable June through August secured a losing season but then September came and for one time in the prior 14 seasons, the Orioles manager had not lost the team in September. The O’s battled all month, taking two out of three from contending teams in the Rays and Angels, splitting a four game road trip to contender Detroit, and most importantly, taking five out of seven, including three out of four on the road against the collapsing Red Sox.

Our worst nightmare but ultimate reward lay before Paul and I on Monday, September 26 as we headed down to OPACY for the final series of the year. Fan appreciation series with the Red Sox and their arrogant fans in town? Not something to look forward to. It had been in the back of my mind all season. But now the stakes were even higher. The Orioles could play a major role in determining the fate of the 2011 MLB season.

On Monday at work, I had maybe the worst morning I had ever experienced to the point where I knew some changes needed to be made and made quickly. None of this related to the Orioles play but to things more important in life. By noon, I was a tired, angry, frustrated, and sad. And I still had a tough work meeting in the afternoon and then had to go to put up with the Red Sox idiots at what has become my second home.

But the tide started to turn with the work meeting, one which I was dreading, turned out to go very well. There aren’t coincidences in life and I firmly believe that everything does happen for a reason, even if you never get to truley understand why it happens. But a meeting that should have been a disaster turned out to be okay. I couldn’t see it at the time, but it was obviously the beginning of the light at the end of the tunnel for my personally.

I got home that night and had to pysch myself up. I’ll never claim that as a fan we have it harder than the players, but until you experience the Red Sox fans onslaught of Camden Yards from 2007 to 2011, you don’t know how draining an experience each game can be from a fan perspective. Just trying to drown out the obnoxious “Let’s Go Red Sox” chants is an effort in itself.

Fast forward three plus hours later and the Orioles had defeated the Red Sox, while the Rays had beat the Yankees and the Red Sox wild card lead was erased. I left the stadium that night on a high that I imagine is what most dope fiends are aiming for with every needle into their arm. The Orioles, a team that everyone had ignored for 14 years, was taking it to a team whose payroll was only second to the Yankees and was predicted by every baseball analyst to be the frontrunner for the division. We all know how well those predictions turn out.

Tuesday Night, despite losing 8–7, was maybe even better as the O’s and their fans battled for 9 innings and the Red Sox barely escaped. The Rays beat the Yankees again and everything was all tied up going into 162.

I don’t need to recap September 28, 2011. It’s well documented on this web site and other baseball outlets. But regardless of its significance to me as a fan and personally, it was the beginning of a long and profound change in my life, a journey which is still in progress but is very far from those bleak days of October 2010 through August 2011.

Tonight is Game 162 and the meaning is even more increased. The O’s win and they get to come back to Baltimore for at least one more game on Friday. If the Yankees lose, they get to come back a day early to play for the division in Game 163. But like myself, the Orioles hold their path to success in their own hands. This team has been ballsy, full of character and determination, and eager to stick to one goal all season long and see it through to the end.

One more game.

I have no doubt they can do this.

(And I have no doubt that I will continue to keep getting better as well)

The Odds are still with the O's

I would have gladly bet a whole load of money that the following three events would all occur sometime between Monday and Wednesday: (1)    The O’s would lose a game;

(2)    The A’s would win a game; and

(3)    The Yankees would win a game.

I imagine most Oriole fans would have taken that bet as well.  Playoff contending teams tend not to get swept when they still have a shot at the postseason (we will pretend that the Chicago White Sox do not exist for the sake of this exercise).  Just because all of that came true on Night #1 doesn’t necessarily mean it is going to play out on Tuesday and Wednesday as well.  We knew that those things were going to happen, the fact that they all happened Monday shouldn’t change anything.

A Memo to the Red Sox, Rangers, Tigers, and Rays

Last but not least, MLB, get it together.  Get the umpiring situation fixed.  Angel Hernandez had no right to be calling such an important game in Tampa last night.  And a one game wild card play in instead of at least 2 out of 3?  Move out of 1860 and join the rest of the world in 2012.

The SkyRush Rollercoaster

During the third inning at almost every home game this season, Hershey Park has sponsored a bit where fans act like they are in the new SkyRush rollercoaster, with a random fan being picked out of the crowd for free tickets to the attraction. It is very appropro that this sponsorship started with the 2012 season, one that has been a literal rollercoaster of up’s and down’s, all coming down to the final series of the year.

While the Orioles have clinched a playoff spot for at least a wild card game, everything else is up in the air. At 3:20 am on Tuesday, October 2 as I write this, the Wild Card position is a tie between the O’s and A’s, with the A’s holding the tiebreaker for home field advantage. The Texas Rangers once again fail to put away the A’s and are in jeopardy of losing the division, which might be poetic for their recent play. But that could also move the dangerous Rangers into the second Wild Card position and make the O’s road to the Division Series even tougher.

The Rays and Angels have been eliminated from the playoffs. The Yankees get to play two more against an absolutely pathetic Boston Red Sox team, something I say without hesitation as their Monday Night line up was top to bottom worse than a lot of the poor line up’s the Orioles put out in the mid 2000’s. The Washington Nationals celebrate an NL East clinch by losing 2–0 to the Phillies because the Braves lost. The Detroit Tigers don’t have to worry about anything until Saturday, despite having a record that would put them in fourth place in the AL East.

Yet for the the O’s, their amazing 2012 run wasn’t even able to be celebrated on field with the fans on Sunday and who knows how the next two days will play out.

We all know baseball isn’t always fair; we certainly all know that life isn’t always fair. But the thing to remember through all of this is that this team, the one most “experts” said wouldn’t finish with more than 70 wins has the odds and manned their way through the first 160 games like no other Orioles team since the 1997 season. And I fully expect that regardless of the outcome, this team will give everything they have to do what they can to control the last two days of the regular season. We can only control certain things in life and must let the rest play out or risk going mad with anxiety and worry.

Fuck the bad luck, fuck the schedule, fuck the hot runs by teams who waited until it was too late to make their bid for the playoffs. The O’s can still make a lot of history and I’ll be with them all the way.